Recently I've been thinking, damn I love webdesigning and digital art so much, BUT HOW COME I'M NOT DOING BOTH??? Is something wrong with the world? Did I take the wrong pill? Did I put on the wrong pair of beer goggles? Are my extremely cool glass slippers walking me the wrong way? Damn. I mean, DAMN.

I'm currently working. I've got a nice job. An important one. Negligible pay, but who cares? I'm in it for world peace. In short, I'm happy, dude. HAPPY. My pockets have holes but I'm happy.

Yet I'm NOT happy. Damn. And I DO mean DAMN. I guess this just means I'm not there yet. I can't do what I really LOVE coz my current job requires so much time and attention it'd cry if it didn't have my left titty for dinner. I should try spoonfeeding, I guess.

Help me GOD.